Where are the words?

I’m discovering some things about myself during this adventure in writing. They’re not all new things, nor are they necessarily great revelations about anything significant (except, maybe, to me). It’s just that I am noticing and paying attention to my feelings, and find myself trying to put those feelings into words – all through the day. I’ve also started to pay attention to the ebb and flow of those feelings. But, it’s more than just feelings. I’ve started to pay attention to how I experience ME – the who, what, where, when, how (and now what) of my life. I’m not quite ready to commit it all to writing, but it is refreshing and exciting to dive into my experience of life and attempt to capture it with words. Those of you who have read the few things I’ve written, and those of you who “liked” it, have inspired me to continue on this adventure.

The words escape me, but
I know I felt it sometime today
Maybe it was after I had that apple pie
Or was it while I watched the baby cry

I know I felt it, but
Where was I when it happened
And how could I forget the way it felt today
Or maybe, just maybe, it happened yesterday

Now the moment’s gone, but
The feeling will return one day
I don’t know the what or how or who or where
But I’ll be ready with words – and words to share

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Awake!

And now I venture into different poetic styles, I tried to write a haiku earlier (Is it Spring yet?), and now I attempt to capture my morning in a cinquain ala Adelaide Crapsey. What do you think?

Morning’s
Easy silence
Prepares my soul to be
Ready! – Come new day of wonder!
Awake!

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Morning O’s

a box, a bowl, a spoon, a mug
a kitchen scale in the wings
water heating on the stove
with anticipation sings

hot coffee, milk on cheerios
how I love those little rings
simple joys to start my day
prepare me for what life brings

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Plugged in

A window opens
slowly at first
but the world comes rushing in
bit by bit
electrifying the air around me
and I stare
at the static

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And now for something . . . different?

OK. I am trying. It has been a long while since I just wrote for me, and it still feels awkward – a bit painful. I started walking regularly about a year ago. It took me a good part of of the year to get into shape. I remember how my body hurt when I started. That’s how it feels to write. I’m out of shape. But I know I need to write. I feel like a well that has not been dug; a source of water that hasn’t been tapped. I have a lot of feelings, emotions, opinions, and knowledge (wisdom?) bottled up inside – screaming to get out. But I’m afraid. Saying what I really feel has been risky. I don’t take rejection well, even if I don’t show it.

So . . . I write for me.

My first project – 30 poems in 30 days during the month of April. My adventure continues.

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Is it Spring yet?

Cold wind bites my nose
Flowers once hidden appear
Calling out for sun

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hidden silence

my world tonight is not quite right
and I don’t know why
I know I should feel happy
but I’d rather cry
the world inside – the one I hide –
is seeping through
my silence

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Words

Alone in my world of words that no one hears
Words searching for a way to to be heard
Words looking for a way – for life
Words screaming to get out
I write
Words written break the silence
Words once seen can no longer be alone

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I believe in American heroes

Unlike our modern Superman, I still believe in Truth, Justice, and the American way! God bless our men and women fighting for our beliefs!

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Good Morning

Another day to start over.
Here I come.
Ok.
Just as soon as I finish writing down my thoughts.
Breathe.
Relax.
Clear you mind.
My day has begun.

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